Hello friends
There is so much to say, don't really know where to start, maybe at the beginning.
Last weeks Samba - let me just say that i am glad it's over and i wont miss it. Perhaps Salome is right - I am not exactly Miss Hipswinger. O well, when you are just not good at something, then be good at something else i suppose. Love so many other dances.
This week is the V Waltz and am really looking forward to that. So far my fav is Paso, Tango and Gumboot. Oh Gumboot we only doing this week. LLLLooooooooooooveeee that!! Group Gumboot - think you will like it.
Last week in my VT I said they always pick on the pretty girl, and a few might have taken it the wrong way. I didn't mean, ooh I love myself, I am so pretty .... me me me. Not AT ALL. I actually don't even think I am that pretty at all. In fact I think I am normal and never think of my looks or whatever.
What i did mean is (and the professional dancers who have been in many of the previous shows told me this) is that all the Models, schmodels, XMiss SA's or anyone with a remote title or former title get boxed into "she can't dance because the first beauty queen we ever saw couldn't dance" kind of thing and I want them to look at everyone differently. And decide for themselves whether you can or can't dance based on what they see - regardless of whatever title you once had. That is all I meant.
When I was younger I was never the pretty girl with the silver spoon in her mouth. I had to work very hard for everything I ever wanted, started waitressing at age 15 to pay for modeling dresses and so on - let me spare you the life story, but the bottom line is.
Hard work is my motto, not oh what a pretty face and boobies she has. That goes away eventually. *Laugh*, even though I must admit at the moment I am really - REALLY, enjoying the dress up thing, what a jol. Also we try come up with amazing ideas every week to keep the viewers - both male and female intrigued - almost certainly you enjoy the outfits.
The Star Newspaper asked who i think gets the "flaunt what your mama gave you" award? __________- Prob Garth. with the spandex pants and bead top I don't even come close to him not even with the little samba nr...... maybe I should wear nipple caps and a g string, yes - *laugh* that will go down well and the producers will fire my bum!!
Most importantly ...............................THANK YOU TO YOU!! THANK YOU FOR VOTING!! ................................. BECAUSE OF YOU WE ARE STILL IN, I am humbled and thankful.
We have some exciting things lined up for the weeks ahead if we make it through, and will work for your votes!
This is really fun - what an amazing experience!!
You would think it gets easier, but every week i worry, every week we stress and think, "this and that and so and so" and make up our own little conspiracy theory. "What if they judges this and that, and too many lifts and so on?"
The only solution seems to be - have fun and dance for yourself and the viewers. So.............So be it!!
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This week we had group gumboot rehearsal, it was fun but there was tension at times between some of the boys - at one point we saw a possible raw raw happening. Seems everyone kissed and made up though.
Every one loves it though - I think, and the group get on surprisingly well generally. Must say, getting to know everyone is really an eye opener and makes me realize that everyone is there for a reason, they are all very special, amazing people and I reckon all deserve to win.
Rob, Gugu, Garth, Jonathan, and Me went go carting - of course Gugu won!! - No brainier. Jonathan came second - U go partner.!! Garth and I crashed, it was totally my fault. HIM (superman Garth lifts my car off him with one hand- impressive) and the race goes on. I was last - I suck !! oh no - wanted to show women are good drivers! *laugh* - no luck - oh and am blue from head to toe - charming.
Love you all. Yess!! please vote and write to me!
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